I hate when I have a day off and I fail to make something good of it. It rained all day, which is not a problem, just an observation. What is a problem is my irritability with everything and everyone who’s stepped into my world today. My phone is acting crazy, podcasts will start and restart, skip and pause without any input at all. I was simply unable to enjoy anything that usually entertains me. I’m feeling less excited about things such as photography, deejaying, work, etcetera.
I walked and rode the damn bus all across the south side of town today.
I tried reading my book in Qdoba since it’s no longer safe for me to read at the coffee shop before work (see Scheduling Conflict II) but it didn’t feel right. I don’t want my memory of this book tainted by high school kids shouting at one another, hard seats, and Mexican music.
The good news is that I saw my probation officer this morning and wasn’t arrested. Also, I won ten dollars on a one dollar scratch-off ticket. I got a free pack of Pall Mall Red 100s.
I guess I have to meet with somebody tomorrow and I have no idea what it’s about, so there’s extra stress.