Today I felt my first urge to really drink in while. I woke up generally hating myself. I went to the gas station to get a pack of cigarettes and was filled with a familiar desire to grab a beer out of the cooler and if I weren’t taking regular breathalyzer tests, I would have.

Today I’ve been thinking a lot about my grandpa Ed and his attempt to make a futuristic car back in the eighties.


Ed’s dead now but his bullet-like car has been immortalized by the famous film Back To The Future Part II.

I rewatched Back To The Future Part II on October 21, 2015 in the auditorium of Telluride Middle/High School.